"Twenty two years!!!! Wow!! Its been so friggin long!!!"
This is exactly what only just crossed my mind,sitting here away from family,friends, the love of my life(NO its not a Lamborghini...YET!!!), and all those things i've gotten used to over the years. The funny thing about time is that it seems to slip through so soon when you're with the people you love, and seems to stop when you're alone. Thankfully, I've been blessed with atleast a handful of amazing people wherever I have been. Its probably because of these few people that I've got through so far...alive! These few people have been my safety belt in the frightening rollercoaster ride that's been my life so far. This year, as my 23rd year in this world draws near, I'd like to make a wish list-to God, who sees my life everyday on one of his many TeeVos...(in HD which translates as Heavenly Dimension), A wish list for my life, a prayer i have this year.
God has always been kind to me. He's given me many joys(for which I'm thankful) and many sorrows(for which I'm grateful.) But i've never ever been able to do anything return. This year, I pray to be awakened. I wish for the Spirit in me to open his eyes and see the world as i should see it. The world is nasty, but amidst all the storm and the rain, Hop always shines like a flamboyant rainbow smiling down upon us, and i wish to see that Hope, through Him.
There is one person in this world who I love. I dont need to lie to anyone to say how much I love her. She means a lot lot to me. This year, again, I pray for her and her happiness. I pray for my lost love. Its my first real selfish wish. But its there.
Life is one heck of a rough ride. It's a complex and homogenous mixture of well spaced happiness and indispensable sorrow. I wish to be able to face all that comes my way with courage,humility, calm, and faith. Its never easy to face tough decisions, but its never impossible.
Most of all, I wish for all my friends, family and others to be around always. Those moments that I've had, little things I've gained(that matter a lot more once they're over) Those days lying down on the roof beneath the starlit sky...those shoulders I've cried on, those long drives, the longer phone calls, sweet messages that pop up on the idle screen on your cellphone when you most need 'em-I wish for all those little things and their memories to last forever...!
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